Saturday, July 31, 2010

Random

sitting down in front of the pc,
planning to start with my biology report,
that was like 3 hours ago,
and im still planning on it,
have to pass it up by midnight,
so ive still got plenty of time,
why why why,
why it so easy for me to get diverted away from my original plan,
maybe its because of my random mind,
or my lazy attitude,
whatever it is, ive got to change,
but i love being random,
it keeps my life going on,
i hate being a routine freak,
feels so ritual,
so predictable,
but random is a whole different thing,
its more like evolution,
more unique,
more more fun with a big f,
and when ever i say evolution, they call me a atheist,
why couldnt they just accept the bloody word as science!
when i bring out some science fact in a conversation,
they tell im a non-believer,
no, im not a non-believer, just being skeptical,
thats it! skeptical,
aahh... human so random and yet so predictable,
hahaha! the public never stop to amaze me,
yet i couldnt find a girl as random as i am,
maybe because im random and shes random,
and random plus random equals to unique,
hmm.... thinking bout it,
maybe i should go out more often,
ya that would be a great idea,
maybe ill might just do that
right after i finish with my biology report,
now ill just grab something to eat...

Friday, July 30, 2010

Waiting for The Lid To Close

its just me, sitting on the bed,
trying to fall asleep but
my sis chat messenger seems to 'pop' out very loudly,
and its pretty annoying,
just waiting for my lid to close,
tomorrow ive got to get up early,
not because i want to but because i have to,
weekdays at utar and weekends at ikea,
haha! just four letters and its already making my life full of misery,
still waiting for my lid to close,
just got back from temple,
the last time i been there with my mates
was like 2 years back,
little that i know many thing has change,
new priest, new pavement, new layout,
and for the sake to pass the time, hotter girls! =P
haha! well this is a confession of a random guy,
so... yea, just being truthful,
had great chat with my pals,
still got the great sense of humor im known for,
still waiting for the lid to close,
seven minutes to midnight and im still awake,
maybe i should have not watch the movie just now,
but its too late to say that,
maybe ill just read something to fall asleep,
but then again thats not a good idea too,
i might just read the book right to the end,
and end up sleeping at five,
maybe ill just stick around online
waiting for the lid to close,
while waiting,
im still trying to get hold of this blog thingy,
whats it about anyway?
is it some kind of online journal or
maybe some way to communicate for those who have bad communication skills,
whatever it is, im getting a hold of it,
at least ive got someone to listen or at least receive my inputs...
hehe!
well, looks like my lid are starting to close already,
good night
*yawn*

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Random Confession of a Guy

this is a random confession of a guy,
more like a confession of a random guy,
little things he thought that might not get out,
stuffs like when he has deadline to catch,
his playing spot the difference on facebook,
stuffs like when he has a final around the corner,
his watching movie on abo,
little things he thought will remain little,
too bad for him,
those little things do grow over time,
now rather than being a shadow in the past,
now its more like a reflection of the future,
he thinks that this random confession could make things better,
lets hope the best for him,
confession of a guy,
not confession of a shopaholic,
but a random confession of a guy,
can't think of anything else to confess,
maybe confess some random confession since his random,
random stuffs like...
his addicted to ice cold water,
ice lemon tea,
coffee,
daydreaming,
photography,
driving,
sitting down on a lazy chair thinking some random thoughts,
and getting bored over something ordinary as soon as it starts,
like this confession since it's something i already know,
i've know every single things i confessed here,
but im just being random and trying to ignore them,
let's hope some random angel might just come by,
and save me from this misery of my very own,
random confession of a guy...

Where Am I?

it's been 20 years since im here,
now it feels like a stranger walking in a bar,
it used to be a malaysian thing here,
now im beginning to think whether im in
UN Refugee Camp or foreign nation,
Taman Sri Muda...
it used to be my 'hood' back then,
i knew most of the street like the back of my head,
now everywhere i turn seems to be alien to me,
faces i used to know seems nowhere near me,
all i see are south east asian immigrants,
this used to be a little heaven on earth,
now it the opposite,
police seems to replace the common folks in town,
road block here, road block there,
dont know whether to feel secured or caution,
my my my...
where in heaven am i...
as time pass by,
im beginning to doubt whether im the local or the immigrant...
hahaha!!
lets wait for another 20 years and watch what happen?
would these new 'local' ask for independence from the government
and form a new nation?
only god know...
what ever happens, im staying back
this is my place, my hood...
so where ever i am, this is my home

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

there i go again

there i go again,
writing a new mistake after a long break,
there i go again,
repeating what i thought i would not do again,
there i go again,
trying to forget how forgetful i am,
there i go again,
tracing my steps to figure out where i lost my path,
there i go again,
trying to find a new route to keep on moving,
there i go again,
making memories as i crawl to a new game,
there i go again,
trying to convince myself that i'm making the right move,
there i go again,
making a fool out of myself everytime i try not to,
there i go again,
making promises to myself that i know i could never fulfill,
there i go again,
thinking after this my problem might stop haunting me again,
there i go again,
like what i said before,
there i go again,
it's a never ending story...

here i am

i'll be taking my exam in 2 hours,
and here i am typing some stuffs running in my head,
everyone seems to shiver hearing the word Bio,
and here i am checking my facebook wall,
my buddies are sitting in the library revising their notes,
and here i am chatting with my cousin who i always talk at home,
i just miss-placed my new 100-page testpad somewhere in the lecture hall,
and here i am opening a blog named Random Guys Thought,
i know i should be studying now but,
here i am reluctant to do so,
like the say which goes 'all good things must come to a end',
here i am placing another coma before placing the full stop,
The End.