its been awhile since i last wrote
probably having some kind of writers block i guess
going through a real rough time at the moment
too much stress i guess
need to take a vacation
having countless headaches and falling in sick all the time
something is seriously not right with me
specifically with my head too much of stress (i hope so)
have tried a lot of stuff to de-stress myself
by the way, is de-stress even a word? i guess is it a word, just checked wikipedia =)
anyway, i need to find a way to get back normal
maybe i probably just need to visit the psychiatrist after all
problem solved
but till then i just need to find some other ways to not get myself so screwed up all the time
=(