Friday, December 23, 2011

Done

Final done. So is the year. Well, not yet but it's about to. Pre-final stress was countered with the post-final party. Alcohol involved. Got a lil tipsy but I survived the ride back home. =D
Another thing coming to an end would my employment in IKEA. Long story short, they needed more full timer co-workers. =/
I can't remember my 2011 new year resolutions nor was it saved anywhere. So... yeah.
One thing for sure was I changed. Couldn't say was it for better or worst but yeah I changed. Cheers to that!
Well, need to get back to sleep now. My last six days in IKEA starts tomorrow. =(
I'm gonna miss IKEA.

Monday, December 12, 2011

The Never Ending Finals.

Now it's my turn. Finals, practicals, online quiz, essays, reports and plenty of headache to top it all. Coffee didn't and I guess would not help me lot. Food sometimes does the trick but eventually your tummy gets filled up. So that's not a good idea too. Movie does help most of the time but sometimes it diverts the main purpose and eventually I forget the main purpose. Sleeping often does the trick but when I close my eyes, I drift off to a different dimension and often wakes up the next day, again forgetting the main purpose for falling asleep. I think most of us face the same thing. So sleeping is definitely a bad idea. Weed may do the trick but it's both illegal and hard to obtain but I rather not do it because I would eventually end up on the streets. Literally. I don't think my parents would be happy seeing me getting all high and stoned. So weed is way out of the picture though I might give a shot someday down the road. It ain't illegal in some countries. I don't think alcohol could do any help during pre-finals but might come in handy during post-finals. So I'll just pass with the alcohol idea for after the exams. I guess after all I just have to stick with coffee. A couple of shots might do the tricks with occasional snacks. Just another four more days to go. After that, I'm free.
Snaps! I should have paid attention in class. I've been telling that to myself for the past few years but I've never seem to follow or listen what I say. *sigh* =/ 

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

I've an 500 word essay to type. A seen examination to prepare for. And I'm no where in the mood to begin. =/

Monday, November 21, 2011

Sunday, November 20, 2011

This Ain't Good

I should be studying. Like seriously studying. I took the day off just for the sake of studying for tomorrow's exam. But instead, I just lazing. To make matters worst, Sunday decided that it shall rain so heavily and furiously that it shall further tempt me to stay in bed. But together with the temptation came a price. Someone decided that I shall not sleep nor study but shall be awake on the bed cursing to this ridiculous weather. The air just got stuffier. Ah crap! I should have just got to work. At least it's cool there and I'll be getting paid!

D'oh!

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Exam

It's just been 8 weeks since my course started and it's already semester finals. The online exam turned out pretty well. The next one is pretty much giving me the tense. Thirty multiple choice questions and six short essays to be answered in two hours. TWO HOURS!! Who the hell can do all that in two freaking hour?! Immunology. God! After two days, Genetics. Just two days. And the best part is... I'm working on the both days. =D

GREAT!!

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Off With A Bad Start

I just started to do a little something for myself and people already don't like what they see. It seems people don't like me changing. For once, I did something for my very self and it turned out to a big crime for some people. I just don't understand them. Feel so alienated. Then again, it wouldn't be fun if everything turned out the way I expect it to be right? Where would the fun be? Besides, I'm used to be on the other side of luck. =)

Monday, October 31, 2011

Change

I need to change. Change to totally different person. I first need to be a little bit more selfish. Start thinking for myself first. Be an hypocrite for real. Let 1st of November 2011 be a dawn for a new self. I seriously need to change. Need to get back to work. Need to spend more time studying. Need to spend less time on the internet doing unnecessary things. Need to work out and myself in shape. So many things to do. But worry not, I've got all the time I need. I'll just take it one at a time. After all, I need to change. 

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Update I must

Need to update. Got the stuffs in my head but can't put them in words. Frequent headaches. Too much stress I suppose it means. 

Saturday, August 27, 2011

My New Project

Did some survey and I'll need some RM 880 to change my car extractor and air intake. My estimated modal for the project is around RM 2000. From where am I gonna get such money? By selling the car stereo system. My mistake? Should have put for sale way before raya cause after raya, no one's gonna have money in their pocket. But let's hope for the best. Hope I can sell it by raya. =/

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Next month I'm going back to school and looking back how far I've came before actually starting my degree got me thinking. I've actually wasted three precious years of my life. Yeah, you might go on saying it's all experience, nothing is wasted and stuff like that but personally? I wasted. A lot. Been in and out of colleges for the past one and an half year. Met a lot of peoples. Most of them became good friends. Some of them became kinda of a family. Actually, I got like five people from college calling me their big brother and two of them are girls. Haha! Been working part time in IKEA for two years. Well that is something I would say an experience. Started to earn my very own money. Kinda understand the true value of it. Though sometime I overspend it. It's a whole different world the in the big blue box. Those people in my department are like my second family. Not intermediate family but just family. Had an department outing last Friday. It's the first one I'm attending after two years working in IKEA. People are surely different when they are not wearing their yellow uniform. I spend most of my time in IKEA planning kitchen for the many people. All type of people. Old, young, foreigner, locals, white, black, male, female, family, couple or single. Different people, different taste but one common thing. They want their kitchen to look good but burn a hole in their pocket. I learn to brush my communication and socialize skills by meeting these people. Sometimes, I'm afraid I would like have killed their kitchen dream especially when they say they would think about it and come back later. But when their really do, it feels good. They got like people from all over Malaysia working in IKEA. Different people all wearing the common thing. The bright yellow uniform. Sitting down with one co worker talking about how he got into IKEA got him talking about his time in the army and some accident he had while doing some military exercise which injured the nerves on his left arm. The other day, another yellow friend was talking about his life while sipping coffee during break time. I don't know why but people always tend to open up their story to me. Sometimes thing I say unintentionally ends up motivating them and they would just smile. But no one seems to listen what I've got to say. I suppose its the law of the universe. One can only take or give at one given time. If I listen to one's problem then I shall not speak to one about my problem. But then again, I'm not the type who goes around talking about my problem. After all, it's my problem. Just noticed I've been writing everything in one paragraph. I'm 22 years 2 months 2 weeks old at the time I'm writing this. What a coincidence. Now I'm on a 16 days off from work. So much to say but too much to write. I guess I now know whats causing my headaches. Too much thinking. Can't help it. It's on auto pilot. I need to stop thinking too much. 

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Required Modification (Updated)

Parts to change... Very essential parts! =)

- Manifold @ extractor
- Stainless steel exhaust system
- S-flow Muffler
- K&N Air filter
- Rims ( From 17" to 15")
- Suspension system
- Front seat
- Radiator cap
- Aluminium radiator
- Lightened cam pulley
- Oil catch tank
- Denso spark plug
- Thermo wrap 
Lets see how things turn out for me.


Manifold

Exhaust system

S-flow muffler


Rim

Suspension

Seat
Lightened cam pulley

Oil catch tank

Radiator cap

Aluminium radiator

DENSO Spark plug

Thermo wrap

Things to be sold for upfront investment

- Sound system
- Muffler
- Rims






*Pictures are for illustration purpose only.

Friday, July 15, 2011

God and Satan

I talk to God as much as I talk to Satan cos I want to hear both sides.
Does that make me cynical?
There are no miracles and this is no miraculous life.

I savour hate as much as I crave love
because I'm just a twisted guy.
Is this the pinnacle?
Is this the pinnacle?
The pinnacle of being alive?
Now I see the light.

Well I look up to God 
But I see trouble
Cos this ain't a miracle.
I just want to take my chance to live through a miracle.

I know for certain that
Some one is watching 
But is it from up or down?
I make you miserable
You stick with me although you know I'm gonna ruin your life

I talk to God as much as I talk to Satan cos I want to hear both sides.
Does that make me cynical?
There are no miracles and this is no miraculous life.
We walk into the tide.

Well I look up to God but I see trouble cos this ain't no miracle
I just want to take my chance to live through a miracle

When the seesaw snaps and splinters your hand, don't come crying to me.
I'll only see your good side and believe its a miracle.
A miracle.

I slap the water and watch the fish dance to the ripples of us.
We're just stubbor duds,
blinking eyes encased in rust.

This ain't a miracle.

~Biffy Clyro~
people can be so unpredictable at times and very deceiving too. *sigh*

Friday, July 8, 2011

Fatty, My Sister

Being the youngest lad in the family, I often get pampered around especially from my sister aka fatty. Fatty would be the nickname me and brother use to call her which derives from.. Well you know. =P

She is around nine years elder than me but she would treat me as if I'm a couple of years younger. But at times, she treats me like a baby. Either way, she pampers me to the max. I can actually share with her just about anything. She is someone I could really rely on. Well not really rely on since at times she breaks my secret to mom as an act of revenge for something I did which was an revenge for what she did. Like them people say, what goes around comes around. *sigh*

Fatty is a bit kind of an extremist. Two years back, I would get tensed up whenever she drives because she drives so bad you would have second thoughts on the ability of the instructor that trained to train other new capable drivers in the future. But now, she dares to hit lights and argue back, drive 120 where you should go 80 and other dangerous acts. Haha! Before she would literally drives 50 where you should go 80. She would spend hours upon hours shopping and end buying something that she either would only use once which would later hang in her closet to be later found by mom and get nag at or end up buying something that she already has in an other color or size. I hate going shopping with her. If the plan was to go for a movie, we would end up in ten different stores before actually reaching our intended destination. She is the one who always supports whatever I do. She can be my best friend or my worst enemy. Like I said, she is kind of an extremist.

What ever it is, whenever birthday comes, I always get something new. Whatever that she plans to give me, it wouldn't be cheap. Be it a dinner or shirt. She choose something extravagant. Tony Roma's, Bubba Gump, Soda, Pandini, Alba, Diamonds & Platinum, and the list keeps going on and on. Well, it wouldn't be fair if all the credits goes to my sis, since the one that pays most of the bill is my brother in law. =P Well I sure owe them big time. =D

Well I'm sure glad I got a sister like her cos she is indeed one heck of sister!




 p.s: Well Fatty if you were expecting me to say something really really nice about you, then sorry! That would sound soooo fake. Well it wouldn't sound fake, it would be fake. ;)

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Singapore

My last weekend was spend over at the south. Johor Bahru and Singapore. If you ask me, Johor Bahru or to be more specific, Perling would be my paradise. Food available 24 hours. Malls around the corners and the best part, it's in Malaysia. One thing i hate is the prices are kinda pricey.

Singapore in the other hand was kinda cool too. Clean places, green trees everywhere, superb public transport system and to top that up, very attractive Indian girls. =P
One thing I hate is the people themselves. Very very cold people. Try smiling to someone here and surely they would smile back if not at least nod their head. There, even if you look at them, they would stare back as if you were about to rob them or something. But then again, I face that problem everytime I enter Singapore starting from the Immigration. I would be the only one being asked a million question before being let into Singapore and I end up being stared by everyone in the Immigration. Since I'm not short, I easily became the center of attraction for the others. That's another reason I hate travelling to Singapore by bus.




Another thing I notice in Singapore is the only sport almost every Singaporean play is flying kites. The Indian immigrants plays cricket, the Malays plays football, some Chinese plays basketball but most Singaporean fly kites. I suppose someone might have told them to go fly kites and took it seriously. =P

Saturday, June 11, 2011

So much for Internet freedom

First they condemned the Chinese for having control over its nation internet, suppressing its citizens of internet freedom . They then boast saying it would not be the same here. But now, they blocked ten sharing sites. TEN SHARING SITES!! What next?! Total internet freedom curfew? *sigh* So much for democratic nation. I now rather be in an iron fist communist nation. At least, their politicians are just straight forward scumbags rather than some extreme hypocrites. =/

Well so long to these websites... =(


No more thepiratebay.org! Waaaaah! ='(

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Time is a weird thing

Each time I'm in a hurry to work, the buses either leaves the bus stop in Sri Muda late or the driver drives the bus freaking slow. Once I reach Asia Jaya, I'll have to wait an eternity for the next bus. That is what happen every single time I'm in a hurry to IKEA. But just in case I'm in that Asia Jaya for something that requires me being less hurry, everything seems to be perfect. The bus leaves the bus stop in time, the driver drives at full speed and not one but two buses arrives at the Asia Jaya bus stop. Very funny!

Today I was totally not in a mood to work. Work starts at eleven am and I woke up around nine fifteen. After breakfast and lazing around, I left the house around nice forty five. The first bus was full and since I was lazy, I got in the next bus. The second bus left the station around ten ten. As soon I got in the bus, I put on the headset and fell asleep. Around fifteen minutes later, I woke up near Asia Jaya. Lucky me, or else I would end up at Pasar Seni. There, I waited for the bus for ten minutes, and by ten fifty, I was in IKEA. When I was clocking in my time, I was like what the hell?! I'm freaking early by five minutes?!

Time works in a totally weird way. Whenever you're in a hurry, things somehow f*ck. And when you're in peace, everything seems to be perfect. What the hell?!


Free Movie Passes! Woohoooo

Haha! Got four free movie passes for my birthday! Early gift this year. Got it from Nuffnang (well for those who don't know, it's some online blog advertising community which I'm in).

Unfortunately it's from GSC which means there's like a few only near me. Sunway Pyramid is the closest but getting a parking space there is like base jumping with an umbrella.

The fortunate part is, it's valid till 31st August 2011! Hahaha! Plenty of time to go!

Hahaha! =D Sweet!

Saturday, May 14, 2011

*Awkward Silence*

Each time we have a conversation, somehow things ends up like this...

pure awkwardness 

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Some people are like Taro leaves

This kid never seem to listen to whatever I say. When I get angry, my mom says relax. When I'm relax, the kid comes back bugging me. Ohh god! Who the hell he think he is? Some kind of Indian version of Brad Pitt or something?! Hahahaha! Having two three girls talking to you on the phone makes you some kind of Daniel Craig is it?! Dei dei you got to be kidding me! I never say this straight to your face for one freaking reason. You're god damn related to me! Besides that, you like younger to me. So why waste time with you? Hmm... but still I got my limits and I won't be the same all the time. So watch what you say or what you do cause if you cross the line, I won't be held responsible for the consequence of your actions. Then again, hahahahaha! Indian Brad Pitt?! Lol. 

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Vroom!

All this while I had this urge of getting myself a ride under control but today, I guess I can't hold it any longer more. I need to get myself a ride! Watching those rides on Fast Five just raised back that urge I had in me for a long time. I guess now I'll just have to cancel the damn trip to Langkawi to save up some extra bucks to get the ride I always wanted. But the dilemma remains whether to get a different ride or use back the already available ride? Both has it's pro's and con's but I still got time to make my mind up. Let's see how things go. If things goes as planned, I'll be riding in a gun metal grey Toyota KE35! Haha! Then again, nothing goes as planned...


Tuesday, May 10, 2011

It's like rubbing rock salt on a wound

The month of May is known for the heat wave it brings in with it. This year was a little bit more different than the past few years. The heat wave was some what sending us some kind of message of the so-called impending 2012 doomsday. Whatever it was, all I can say is the heat is hot. HOT! with the capitalized, bold and highlighted  hot! But today was far most the worst of the many days that passed. For the past two weeks, there was not a single drop of rain in sight. Just sear heat from hot month of May. Then today, just a couple minutes past nine pm, the electric went off. Okay, maybe it's just a glitch but the glitch lasted for some two hours. Well two hours may sound short for you guys but try sitting in or out of your house, without electricity, without a single breeze of wind, on the hot month of May. It wouldn't be pleasant. I guess the Einstein theory of relativity checks in here. God was I happy once the bloody electric came back on. I remembered once when the electric was off for like a whole bloody day. But I can't remember how it was then. Hmm... Odd. Whatever it is, the electric is back on, I'm laying on my back in my room under the air cond, surfing the net and maybe, just maybe might get a good night sleep.

p/s: Ever since the hottest month of year arrived, I've lost what ever that was left of my good night sleep. =(

Anyway, night people! 

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Ticking Head

Five more days and it's gonna be exactly three years after the incident that changed the way people look at me. Not to forget the way they think about me too. Twenty five stitches on your left eye is no small thing. The pain I had to endure during the stitching procedure was no laughing matter. Yes, you may ask me what about the anaesthetic during the surgery. Well yea, the MO did inject some painkillers into my eye (yes he injected the painkiller INTO MY EYE!) and after like sixteen stitches, he told me that he can't inject any more of the painkillers. The reason? Inject more and my eyeball will pop. Literally! I asked him how many more stitches to go? He answered back saying only five small one to go. I said fine, go ahead. He started stitching my eye back but the five stitches was actually another nine to ten more. The last five stitches was no longer painful cause my skin got numb and I got tired of the pain since my anger started kicking in back. Don't ask why cause it's a long story. So long, I can't remember it's detail very well. =(

The pain was the short term effect but the scar is the long term effect of my action I'll have to live with the rest of my life. I thought the scar was all the side effect was but now I found out another long term side effect. Memory lost. Not a serious one. When I say not a serious one, I meant not the Ghajini type or Memento type. I start to forget minor stuffs. I forget stuff I say two seconds ago. Minor stuffs like that. That I can life with.

I thought the pain was gone and will not return. But again I was wrong. I sense my head ticking. Not migraine but headache. The feeling of heaviness all the time. The feeling of something ticking inside my head. These feelings aren't something you can enjoy. If it's pain, then I can deal with it but this is more like annoying. Irritating feeling. For the past month, it got worst. More often and more annoying. I decided to visit the doctor. She told me your stressed up. I? Stressed up? Lol. But for the safe side and to increase the hospital revenue, the advised me to take a CT scan. Fine. The radiology department guys gave me an appointment on the tenth of June. Great! Now I'll have to wait till June. But I guess it was for good since the CT scan would cost me some 350 bucks. *sigh*

They gave me some strong painkillers since Panadol wouldn't work for me. Now, I'll have to either change my workplace or change my working time. Great! My boss is gonna kill me! 

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Midnight Epiphany

While sleeping under my room noisy fan, I got a sudden epiphany. An midnight epiphany. I found out I'm not a big fan of routine. Maybe that's why medical doctor was never my favourite profession though it's a very profitable thing to do. Financially and social status-ly ( I added the -ly so that it would rhyme with financially :P) profitable. Maybe that explains my illness. No wait. Let me rephrase that. Illness sounds so... Dying.
Maybe that explains my sickness. The constant flu, headache, hunger. Wait! I'm always hungry. Skip the hunger part and substitute with sleepless night. Maybe it's my current work stress. I'm not saying my job sucks. Well, it doesn't! Of all jobs I've done before, sales assistant cum kitchen planner is far most the best job ever! But it's the routine that's getting old. Not to forget the working hours and some pesty co-workers who got to pick on the tall Indian guy. *sigh*
I decided to quit my current job and search for a new one. Well most of them told me to get a new job first before quitting but I don't think I can take any more. It's too much stress for me mainly due to the working hours and the travelling. Maybe I need a vacation. Well let's see how things turn out. :)
Maybe I'll take a vacation next month. A short one maybe. Go somewhere. Somewhere cheap since I'm on budget. ;)

Maybe a day at the beach will do the trick.


DiGi WWWOW Awards



Saw this advertisement on TV the other day. The whole ad was filled with yellow colour and the word WWWOW! After watching the ad twice, baru I realize it was some kind of award show for online goers. Bloggers, Facebookers, Youtuber, blah blah blah. So masa boring I dropped by into the site. Memang WWWOW! Lol. Kinda fun looking too. So after looking at some of the entries, I thought to myself. Why not submit Random Guy's Confession in too? Wah lah! Here's my entry and if you wanna vote, vote here. =)

Does it look tilting a bit? If it does, I suppose it's optical illusion =P

Well it's not fair asking YOU to vote for me but if you do, I would be glad. But if you don't! Well, I wouldn't know if you didn't vote for me unless you told me. Right? =P

VOTE! VOTE! VOTE! =P


Thursday, April 21, 2011

Call me a Hypocrite and I'll agree

If you were to walk up to me one day and say, 'Hey man! Meet my imaginary friend here!', I'm the kind of person who replies back with, 'Hey man! What's his name?', not the kind who replies with, 'Ooookay. Did you bumped your head somewhere?' Well maybe I will have thought that in my head but it will remain there in my head. I'll just play along till the very end. Well you can call me hypocrite or whatever else that has the same meaning with it, and I'll just agree though the agreeing part is not being hypocrite as I would sincerely agree since the world functions on such manner. I can't help it. Everyone loves a hypocrite. Everyone loves a little white lie. Nobody wants to hear the truth. Nobody wants to be around the honest guy. I'm just doing whatever it takes to survive by my own terms and by being a hypocrite, I get live by my own terms. Like or not, I am who I am. A Hypocrite.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

3am and still wide awake

It's actually fifteen minutes pass three am and I'm still awake. Don't know why but yeah I'm awake. I guess my biology clock got messed up. Or maybe it's the running nose that's got me awake. Whatever it is, it's now leading to another thing. Hunger. Well, not really since I'm always hungry. Anyway, tomorrow's gonna be hell of a day for me. Since I gonna be the only person in my department from six pm right up to ten pm. Haha! Don't know what else to say. Except *gulp*

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

M.F.B (Missing From Blogging)

Two reasons I was missing from my blog for a some time.
One; I was kinda busy with work and all, so I couldn't find the time nor inspiration to blog.
Two; I was kinda pissed off when the post I was working on wasn't saved when my notebook battery got drained. >:(

But now, I found some inspiration to blog. Maybe I'll start it later tonight or tomorrow once I get the main picture. :)

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Omegle Talk to Strangers!

Bumped into this site the other day. It's called Omegle. Some kind of online chatting forum where you can choose to text or just video chat with total strangers.


At first, I thought it would be fun. How naive was I. Of many strangers I chat that day, only one had a decent chat with me. A girl from Poland. Others was kinda horny (that's the exact word they used) and was wondering whether I was a female or male. If I answered male, 'Your conversation partner has disconnected' pops in front of me. And if I answered female which I did a couple of times just to troll around, the chat continues to a point where I had to disclose that I'm a male. Again, 'Your conversation partner has disconnected' pays me a visit.

I answered male and he disconnected 

First I said female. He chatted. Then I said male. He lolled and disconnected. XD
Sometimes it's pretty hilarious on the text chat. You get to see weird people trolling around. Sometimes I play my part in trolling in around. I try to avoid the asl question (age, sex, location) and at the end I would introduce myself as an old man or lady depending on the who the stranger is, looking for a life partner. The stranger gets speechless and would just disconnect. I in the other hand get to laugh my lungs out! XD

But at all cost, try avoiding the video chat. If you're not interested in looking human external reproductive organs, skip the video chat. Tried once and I'm sticking to the text chat.Though sometime it can be hilarious, still I would not recommend. At least I don't 'burn' my eyes looking through their webcam. Do take note that most of the chatters on Omegle are male. Enough said.

He was repeating whatever I said, so I pulled my moustache and all he could do was laugh. XD 


Here some snapshots of people trolling on Omegle.

The guy asked him only two questions..

Stella?

Lol

67 years old and he disconnected? XD
Here the link to the site. It's on Tumblr by the way. =)

*Reader discretion is advised. May contain foul language.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Why Add?

Why add me if you got no intention of befriending me or at least replying my messages? Is it some kind of trophy for you guys for having the most strangers on Facebook? Don't you people learn English at school? It's called 'Friends' meaning you add friends or if not someone that you got intention of befriending. First you send me a request with some kind of message that sounds like you wanna get to know me and when I accept you guys act as if I'm just like the other thousand 'friend' on your friendlist. So lame! Actually it sounds more pathetic than lame. Please. Get a life. There's more to life than adding random people on Facebook. I guess you guys would have jump off a bridge or something if that 15 March hoax turned out to be true. The next day headline would be, "Thousand of pathetic little souls jumped off bridges and building after finding out that Facebook plan to shut down on 15 March turned out to be true." Lol. Damn! That would be hell of a headline. Well if that California mega earthquake theory turned out to be real, then probably those pathetic little souls can kiss Facebook goodbye cause that earthquake would turn all most entire California and Facebook (since the headquarters is over there) into rumble if not into seabed. Something like 2012 the movie but I hope it doesn't come to that point cause that would be painful for mark Zuckerberg. Moral of the story; GET A LIFE!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Fear or Respect

Sounds just like another noun but fear can do wonders if applied wisely and with precision. Fear has showed us its incredible power throughout history. People fear more than they respect. Logically speaking, how many of us pray for the respect of god? Most of them pray for the fear of god superiority rather respect of His holiness. There's a quote from a movie I watched before than states that there are more temples for Lord Shiva than for Lord Brahma. For those who are not very sure about Hinduism and its god, Lord Shiva is Lord of Destruction whereby Lord Brahma is Lord of Creation. People prays more to Lord Shiva for the fear of His power rather than the respect of Lord Brahma for His greatness. Above all, everyone on earth has fear for a common thing. Death. If you don't fear death, then there is three reasons for that. Either you are God or Devil or out of your mind. If you don't have a halo or glow of light behind of your head, then you're not God. If you don't have horns and pointy tail, then you're not Devil. If you're not God or Devil, then you must be out of your mind. There are some people who perform better with the knowing of death looming close by. Numerous time history has proved it. Some people just crash and burn with fear of death but that just pave the way for a better person. Either way the fear of death accomplishes its mission, for the betterment of others. Like a wise man said before, "Men fear death, as children fear to go in the dark; and as that natural fear in children is increased with tales, so is the other." There are people who should get missed calls from The Reaper for those people are getting addicted to something very destructive to them and others. Power. Its nothing personal. Just a way of living. Being good and expecting others to do the same thing isn't the saneness thing to do. The world doesn't work that way. Here in this world, you be good and you'll be gone, as in dead. People WILL eat you alive, not literally though in some place they literally do eat you alive. Being a hypocrite may sound disgusting or even disturbing for some but being one in a way is the wisest thing to do. It's all about the survival of the fittest. Hypocrite I meant is not the deception of others or lie but... It's a little hard to explain in words but try putting it this way. Hypocrite in a sense of playing your cards wisely. Be good to those who done, does and will do good to you, be neutral to those who done, does and will do nothing good nor bad to you and be invisible to those who done, does and will do bad to you. Simple rule. People may call you hypocrite but then again, its all about the survival of the fittest since everyone fears death and has done, does and will do anything just to live one more day. I know cause I would.

Monday, March 21, 2011

True Fitness The True Story

First thing first. Sales Consultant over at True Fitness is nothing close to what I did in IKEA. I consult people, they insult me (the exact word would be curse me as in using the F word). My first day wasn't actually a good one. I had to make calls, make calls and make more calls. Making 25 calls is fine, making 65 calls is expectable but making 190 calls is insane! Another requirement was to have a least made 6 appointment for the next day which is tomorrow. Out of that 190 calls I made, only one guy said 'Okay, See you on Saturday.' 1 out of 190 is nothing to be proud of. I end getting this phone tone in my head. Not sure how am I gonna survive another day as Sales Consultant. =(

On the bright side, the co-workers are friendly and cool. One guy in particular could be great example how lucrative this Sales Consultant job could be. His 26 or so. A few inches shorter than me. On his left hand, 3 gold rings. Not your ordinary simple rings. The rings most Indian tauke wears. On his right hand , the same thing. On his neck, two large chains. Gold chains. Driving a BMW 5 series. Pretty tempting. And that is how he comes to works every single day. The common thing in the office is almost everyone uses iPhone and has at least two set of phones. As usual, I felt left out. Not because of the gold rings or iPhones. It's because that how I am. It takes time for me to fit in and I hope I fit in real soon cause the General Manager is kinda PITA.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

A Little Changes

Decided to change the font a little since some people (even me) having difficulties reading it. Often end up getting a headache. I hope this is better. =P

Sendai Aftermath

A week ago, came the 9.0 magnitude earthquake that shook Sendai violently for at least six minutes. Not satisfied with the damage done, 30 feet tsunami came along leaving a trail of destruction behind. The entire coastal area of Sendai. Before things can settle, the Japanese faces a new problem, Fukushima nuclear crisis.






Hidrogen gas build up, fuel rod exposure, reactor complex roof being blew up, and a feared nuclear meltdown. These are the current problem among the Japanese people. After nearly 66 years later, the Japanese are facing another nuclear crisis. But with all this natural disaster and nuclear crisis, the Japanese are relatively calm. It's either the radiation has done something to their head or they just being mature (as in discipline and cool). So far there's no looting what so ever. Their practically helping out each other.

I remember when my place was hit by flood in '96 (can't actually remember when was it). When the flood reached the knee level which around 2 feet deep, the looting begun. A nearby Hop-In store (something like 7-11) was broke in and everything from bread to soft drinks were taken. The water level eventually reached 6 feet and resided around a week later. The damage was done both property and moral. The damage didn't stop there. The government was giving out some kind of financial help for those who were effected the worst by the flood (which was practically the whole Sri Muda people excluding those who lived in apartments and flats). But, I assume the guy our government appointed to distribute the funds was more effected than us since almost half of the Sri Muda people didn't get the fund since not everyone knew about it. Pretty pathetic people.

Unlike the Japanese, they helped out each other. Supermarkets cut down half the item price, vendor machine operators started giving out free drinks and food, etc. There were no panic attack after the disaster. The only panic looming now is the fear of the nuclear meltdown.

It's always the disaster that brings out the best of people. Donations and help pour into Japan from all over the world. Prayers held in many countries praying for the safety of those affected by the earthquake and tsunami.



We having some donation centres here too like Google Crisis Response and World Vision Malaysia. If you can't donate, the least you can do is pray for them. It's a small world you know. We all are standing on the same earth and anything can happen anywhere anytime. Karma work its way around. If you're one of those 2012 believer, the end is closer than you know.

*images are courtesy of the World Wide Web particularly Google.

Friday, March 18, 2011

Supermoon. Is it just an extra large full moon or some 'super power' full moon?

Supermoon


Tomorrow will be the day of the supermoon. It's a term people use to describe a full moon being very close to Earth. Since the moon will be very close, majority of the people assume that it would have some serious effect on us human and Earth. Catastrophic earthquakes followed by giant tsunamis, or some unexplained series of thunderstorms. Overall, the effects on Earth will have something to do with the climates. As for us humans, the effects are quite extreme in some cases. I've heard people saying that spending too much time under the direct moon light of the supermoon will have disastrous effect of us. No, we would no transform into werewolf though that would be cool. They say it would mess with our mind and all. Couldn't really follow what they were saying since they were adding some so-called 'history' and 'past encounters'. Some people even when to the extent of linking the recent earthquake and tsunami at Japan as an direct or indirect (some people wants to be in the safe side in case someone proofs them wrong) effects of the supermoon. But some guy from the American Space related government agency comes out saying that bullsh*t. It seems the moon was at its furthers position from Earth during the earthquake. Logic, nearer moon has stronger gravity pull than the further moon. Stronger gravity pull means stronger supermoon effect. So, the earthquake in Sendai is coincidence with incoming supermoon. But, if we took a look at the past supermoon, (this I found on some article online) the 2004 Indian Ocean earthquake and tsunami came two weeks before the January 10, 2005 supermoon. Coincidence again? Maybe. But again, during the earthquake, the moon was at its further position. Weird huh? What ever it is, let's see what happens tonight. Hope we don't have werewolves or vampires coming out partying.
If you wanna read bout this supermoon, I found this site saying something bout it. Has some cool facts.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Rethinking

I'm starting to rethink why did I open this blog thingy in the first place. I either couldn't find time to write or couldn't find something to write. Confused. Busy. Lazy. I guess those are the real reason. Anyway, found a new job nearer to home. Not really near to home but it's somewhere I could go back on one bus rather than a couple. Asia Jaya. Tomorrow... wait, later today, be going over for some kind of training. From IKEA to True Fitness. But still the same job. Sales consultant. Well lets see how things go... =)

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Snapping Again

After an interview at Midvalley today, thought of snapping some picture to avoid getting bored...





There's no name for this building since its still under construction

The other side of Hilton (the other day I snap the other side)



An empty U64. Not really empty but...



Where the happy hour beverages are made















One second the sky was clear,

Then it started to drizzle,

Followed by thunderstorm,

Heavy rain,

And suddenly, bright blue sky.

Seksyen 25 <

One of the landmarks to my home

The Klang River



Home, not really home but just a few metres from home.

=)