its been awhile since i last wrote
probably having some kind of writers block i guess
going through a real rough time at the moment
too much stress i guess
need to take a vacation
having countless headaches and falling in sick all the time
something is seriously not right with me
specifically with my head too much of stress (i hope so)
have tried a lot of stuff to de-stress myself
by the way, is de-stress even a word? i guess is it a word, just checked wikipedia =)
anyway, i need to find a way to get back normal
maybe i probably just need to visit the psychiatrist after all
problem solved
but till then i just need to find some other ways to not get myself so screwed up all the time
=(

ahh... donno why today i woke up feeling so good
maybe i had a good night sleep kot
donno why suddenly having a feeling to visit genting
maybe just a short trip to genting for a day
just hang around the place
how much would it cost?
hmm... the last time i went it cost almost err..
35 for the bus fare plus outdoor rides
25 for food
so i guess max 100 bux
hmm...
is it too late?
it already thursday today and ive got work on saturday
hmm...

12:16 am and im still awake
maybe tonight ill be sleeping a little late
when down to watch tele but nothing interesting is on
came online but no in a mood to chat with anyone
want to write something but i guess im having some kind of bloggers block
having headache not sure whether its because its late or just because the computer screen is too bright
i guess ill be doing my routine hobby reading random article on wiki
or maybe play one or two online flash games or just chat with some random person online some random chat room
the last sounds a little interesting
maybe i shall give a shot later
=)

lucky for me tomorrow ill be working
will be a little busy with planning kitchens for customer
best part is, ill be working in the morning!
haha!
time will sure pass by really fast!
woohoo!

now to pass time for today...

confessing first thing in the morning shows how bored i am
lucky for me, my mom had some chores for me =)
day started around 10:15 am when my dad called to remind me to do some stuff while i was sound asleep...
'still sleeping ah?' was the first thing he asked me... lol
when to market to buy breakfast and some grocery
half of the market was closed so had to round the whole market to buy some stuff
too bad, couldnt buy some things on the list
but then again, moms chore list did stop there
lol!
wash the fish pond, wash the porch, and water the plant
now it's 11:53 am and im done with my chores
god! wish i had more chore to do =(
oohh well i guess ill just wash the car or do some other silly stuffs! =P

two freaking long weeks of holiday
i just cant figure out what to do with it
im just getting bored day after day
at least yesterday i had someone to chat with on skype
and thank god ill be working on friday right up to monday
so, ill be a lil preoccupied this weekend
plans for the holiday in singapore just fall flat
mostly because funding and my need to save money
so next weeks will probably be hell of a week for me!
maybe a movie or two might help me curb depression
hmm...
god do i sound like a pathetic lonely loser to you? =(
i wish the silence is a big no... =P

Arghh!!
im bloody hungry but i cant afford to spend valuable time eating
im just running out of time
mechanics! darn it!
so many formulas to understand, so little time to do so
now now ive gone through the worst (stpm)
so i guess this all is just a piece of cake (i hope so!*gulp*)
so now ill just get my butt down and grab something to bite
and get back up here to prepare for tomorrows exam
after tomorrow, i can at least relax a lil bit...
hope so

Sleepless night

looks like im going through it all over again,
having sleepless nights thinking about exams and results,
darn it!
can't concentrate on this bloody weather!
so hot even my brain is sweating
mechanics giving my the shiver
haven't prepared a darn thing also!
have to study, study, study...
been telling that to myself for the past three days...
ohh well, lets look at the bright side
i still got one day left, that around 24 hours more to go...
so, yea! i can manage to cover some thing...
*gulp*
i hope so!