i'm getting bored more often these days and that is not a good sign
its like i'm losing my mind
i've got these feelings before but this time it's kinda of different
i don't know why it feels different but i does
perhaps i need to take a vacation but i just couldn't find time for it
or maybe it's because i'm being alone very often
actually i'm home alone at the moment
television has started giving headaches which i assume will go away but which it didn't
my friends are more busy than i am and if i do catch them, they would be there waiting for me just to share with me their personal problem
especially romantically related issues
come on guys what do i look like to you
the love doctor?
a freaking play boy?
i myself never have been into a relationship and their coming asking me for advice
lol! funny world
i don't know why i never got into a relationship
maybe it's because i wanted it to be like that
anyhow, for the past years i was pretty cool with it but now i begin to feel something is missing and i'm not saying that the missing thing is something romantic and i'm not denying it either
i always believe in this rule
we don't go searching for two things; one is death and the other is love
we let them come searching for us for when it finds us, it would perfect, precious, wonderful and everlasting or something like that
i have been sticking by those words for a long time and maybe would continue doing so
beside, i'm a person who believes that love is something that is triggered by affection and sometimes lust
well thats something that doesn't last long, in my opinion that is ( if you don't agree do say something bout it)
something that starts from trust then evolves to a sense of personal attachment and affection then maybe that is what i called love
well so far i never had that kind of feeling with anyone since it has to be a two way dialogue thingy
anyway i'm not in a hurry so do take your time, mr cupid ;)