To Write or Not To Write

it was raining the whole day and it was pretty cold which makes it a perfect day to stay in bed
i tried to but couldn't stay put for long
television had some pretty bad shows, facebook out of topic, wikipedia starts giving the spooks and computer games are getting lame
i decide to read some random blogs online
came across one blog (couldn't recall what it's called) which had these entries of short stories
the blog was pretty awesome
then it got me thinking for awhile
i used to write stories but then i didn't have the time to continue it
well now i have all the time i need then why shouldn't i write one?
hmm...
what would i write?

New Year arrived late here

i should have done this three weeks ago but instead i just did it three minutes ago
at last i gave my blog a new look
i decided to change the color theme from black to brown
kinda looks better
added a music player
changed the fonts (it looks kinda cool to me)
=)

i'm making too many spelling mistakes
maybe it's because i'm typing in the dark or maybe because i type a little to fast or maybe just because i make mistakes
*sigh*

i'm getting bored more often these days and that is not a good sign
its like i'm losing my mind
i've got these feelings before but this time it's kinda of different
i don't know why it feels different but i does
perhaps i need to take a vacation but i just couldn't find time for it
or maybe it's because i'm being alone very often
actually i'm home alone at the moment
television has started giving headaches which i assume will go away but which it didn't
my friends are more busy than i am and if i do catch them, they would be there waiting for me just to share with me their personal problem
especially romantically related issues
come on guys what do i look like to you
the love doctor?
a freaking play boy?
i myself never have been into a relationship and their coming asking me for advice
lol! funny world
i don't know why i never got into a relationship
maybe it's because i wanted it to be like that
anyhow, for the past years i was pretty cool with it but now i begin to feel something is missing and i'm not saying that the missing thing is something romantic and i'm not denying it either
i always believe in this rule
we don't go searching for two things; one is death and the other is love
we let them come searching for us for when it finds us, it would perfect, precious, wonderful and everlasting or something like that
i have been sticking by those words for a long time and maybe would continue doing so
beside, i'm a person who believes that love is something that is triggered by affection and sometimes lust
well thats something that doesn't last long, in my opinion that is ( if you don't agree do say something bout it)
something that starts from trust then evolves to a sense of personal attachment and affection then maybe that is what i called love
well so far i never had that kind of feeling with anyone since it has to be a two way dialogue thingy
anyway i'm not in a hurry so do take your time, mr cupid ;)

Confused

as usual i confused but this time i feel very lost
i can't explain this sudden feeling of loneliness depict being surrounded by people
i guess it time for some road trip or vacation
i won't be starting with my degree till sept so i have plenty of days to straighten things out
maybe i might start writing rather than spending time in front of the computer
i don't know how my hand writing might look like now
i just find some random book in my room and start writing
nothing specific
if i am to go on a road trip tomorrow then maybe...

Over You - Daughtry

The Square Root of 3 by Dave Feinberg

I'm sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that's good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I'll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed