Drive

Fast & Furious 6. Watched it today. Pretty awesome movie. Story line, action and most importantly, the cars and driving skill. Pahh! What a driving.. *sigh* Once I got into my car, my depression kicked in. Spend so much of money to maintain her but still she hates me. My car hates me.. *sigh* Owh well, I guess I'll just have to wait a couple of years more before I can actually save some bucks and get the car I want. Let's see how things go... I'll shall keep my finger crossed.

It's either this car..

Or this one..

Bad timing?

Is it a bad timing to reconsider what I'm doing with my life now? I'm in second year of my degree course but I just don't feel like I belong there. It's like I don't like what I'm doing. In matter of fact, I don't know what I want to do. Too many changes have just made my mind too confused till it doesn't know what it wants. Well, I know it's kinda too late and expensive to change my mind now but it's just taking its toll on me now. I feel like some kind of ticking time bomb ready to explode. The only thing is, I'm afraid it's gonna be ugly. Too many stuffs in my head. Too difficult to let it out. *sigh*

Anonymous

It's easy to give opinions or say things or just be childish behind a mask. A mask called 'Anonymous'. If you got something to say, just say it out. But not behind a mask. Compliment or degrading comments let it be said without someone being an anonymous. It's more frustrating than the comment itself. It's not like I'm gonna hunt you down and make you pay for saying all those degrading childish stuffs. It's just I wanna know who I unintentionally offended. But then again, it seems that your comments don't make sense at all. Nothing! Copycat?  Annoying? Hurtful? Man! Since when did I been hurtful and annoying to others? Well, if I ever did, then sorry. It was unintentional. =/
Copycat?? The only thing I copy is my assignments and lab reports. And that too have to be altered to avoid plagiarism. So, technically I don't copy. I 'refer'. So, at what point was I a copycat? Please get the facts right or at least check where are you posting you comments. I guess it's just a case of mistaken identity or blog. So all is forgiven and forgotten.

p.s: the next time you wanna post a comment, try doing it without being an anonymous. thanks.

In the class feeling bored, waiting for next class. Got the last examination marks, some of it. Nothing to be proud nor ashamed of. Did quite well, so far. Now I got a new thing to change. My phone. Keep dying on me. I guess it just reached it retirement age. =/
Just realized something. Whenever I have something important to do which involved spending money, I'm always out of money. This time is no different. I'm totally out of money. Reason? I recent streak of absences from employment. Thus, no pay. Don't ask me why cause I wouldn't be able to answer. Now, I'll need to find a new job. Not because they fired me or something because... I don't want to give the burden or pleasure of doing so. =P
A man leaves when the times come. And when he leaves, he leaves in style. =)
And that's exactly what I'm gonna do.

The next dilemma would be finding a new employment closer to home. And if possible, something different. So let's hope for the best. =)

*sigh*

Bad day for me. Great day for Malaysia. *sigh*

So much for Internet freedom

First they condemned the Chinese for having control over its nation internet, suppressing its citizens of internet freedom . They then boast saying it would not be the same here. But now, they blocked ten sharing sites. TEN SHARING SITES!! What next?! Total internet freedom curfew? *sigh* So much for democratic nation. I now rather be in an iron fist communist nation. At least, their politicians are just straight forward scumbags rather than some extreme hypocrites. =/

Well so long to these websites... =(

No more thepiratebay.org! Waaaaah! ='(

Some people are like Taro leaves

This kid never seem to listen to whatever I say. When I get angry, my mom says relax. When I'm relax, the kid comes back bugging me. Ohh god! Who the hell he think he is? Some kind of Indian version of Brad Pitt or something?! Hahahaha! Having two three girls talking to you on the phone makes you some kind of Daniel Craig is it?! Dei dei you got to be kidding me! I never say this straight to your face for one freaking reason. You're god damn related to me! Besides that, you like younger to me. So why waste time with you? Hmm... but still I got my limits and I won't be the same all the time. So watch what you say or what you do cause if you cross the line, I won't be held responsible for the consequence of your actions. Then again, hahahahaha! Indian Brad Pitt?! Lol. 

Ticking Head

Five more days and it's gonna be exactly three years after the incident that changed the way people look at me. Not to forget the way they think about me too. Twenty five stitches on your left eye is no small thing. The pain I had to endure during the stitching procedure was no laughing matter. Yes, you may ask me what about the anaesthetic during the surgery. Well yea, the MO did inject some painkillers into my eye (yes he injected the painkiller INTO MY EYE!) and after like sixteen stitches, he told me that he can't inject any more of the painkillers. The reason? Inject more and my eyeball will pop. Literally! I asked him how many more stitches to go? He answered back saying only five small one to go. I said fine, go ahead. He started stitching my eye back but the five stitches was actually another nine to ten more. The last five stitches was no longer painful cause my skin got numb and I got tired of the pain since my anger started kicking in back. Don't ask why cause it's a long story. So long, I can't remember it's detail very well. =(

The pain was the short term effect but the scar is the long term effect of my action I'll have to live with the rest of my life. I thought the scar was all the side effect was but now I found out another long term side effect. Memory lost. Not a serious one. When I say not a serious one, I meant not the Ghajini type or Memento type. I start to forget minor stuffs. I forget stuff I say two seconds ago. Minor stuffs like that. That I can life with.

I thought the pain was gone and will not return. But again I was wrong. I sense my head ticking. Not migraine but headache. The feeling of heaviness all the time. The feeling of something ticking inside my head. These feelings aren't something you can enjoy. If it's pain, then I can deal with it but this is more like annoying. Irritating feeling. For the past month, it got worst. More often and more annoying. I decided to visit the doctor. She told me your stressed up. I? Stressed up? Lol. But for the safe side and to increase the hospital revenue, the advised me to take a CT scan. Fine. The radiology department guys gave me an appointment on the tenth of June. Great! Now I'll have to wait till June. But I guess it was for good since the CT scan would cost me some 350 bucks. *sigh*

They gave me some strong painkillers since Panadol wouldn't work for me. Now, I'll have to either change my workplace or change my working time. Great! My boss is gonna kill me! 

Why Add?

Why add me if you got no intention of befriending me or at least replying my messages? Is it some kind of trophy for you guys for having the most strangers on Facebook? Don't you people learn English at school? It's called 'Friends' meaning you add friends or if not someone that you got intention of befriending. First you send me a request with some kind of message that sounds like you wanna get to know me and when I accept you guys act as if I'm just like the other thousand 'friend' on your friendlist. So lame! Actually it sounds more pathetic than lame. Please. Get a life. There's more to life than adding random people on Facebook. I guess you guys would have jump off a bridge or something if that 15 March hoax turned out to be true. The next day headline would be, "Thousand of pathetic little souls jumped off bridges and building after finding out that Facebook plan to shut down on 15 March turned out to be true." Lol. Damn! That would be hell of a headline. Well if that California mega earthquake theory turned out to be real, then probably those pathetic little souls can kiss Facebook goodbye cause that earthquake would turn all most entire California and Facebook (since the headquarters is over there) into rumble if not into seabed. Something like 2012 the movie but I hope it doesn't come to that point cause that would be painful for mark Zuckerberg. Moral of the story; GET A LIFE!

True Fitness The True Story

First thing first. Sales Consultant over at True Fitness is nothing close to what I did in IKEA. I consult people, they insult me (the exact word would be curse me as in using the F word). My first day wasn't actually a good one. I had to make calls, make calls and make more calls. Making 25 calls is fine, making 65 calls is expectable but making 190 calls is insane! Another requirement was to have a least made 6 appointment for the next day which is tomorrow. Out of that 190 calls I made, only one guy said 'Okay, See you on Saturday.' 1 out of 190 is nothing to be proud of. I end getting this phone tone in my head. Not sure how am I gonna survive another day as Sales Consultant. =(

On the bright side, the co-workers are friendly and cool. One guy in particular could be great example how lucrative this Sales Consultant job could be. His 26 or so. A few inches shorter than me. On his left hand, 3 gold rings. Not your ordinary simple rings. The rings most Indian tauke wears. On his right hand , the same thing. On his neck, two large chains. Gold chains. Driving a BMW 5 series. Pretty tempting. And that is how he comes to works every single day. The common thing in the office is almost everyone uses iPhone and has at least two set of phones. As usual, I felt left out. Not because of the gold rings or iPhones. It's because that how I am. It takes time for me to fit in and I hope I fit in real soon cause the General Manager is kinda PITA.

I just realized that I'm still bad at judging people's character. I guess I should change my policy of trusting people first then judging them their character. It's like the phrase, 'Guilty till proven innocent'. I don't trust you till you gain my trust. Damn! I must have been a fool in trusting you people. Never mind. Every dog has its day. My day would come. And I'm very sure that the day is near.