My bad

I shouldn't have asked. I shouldn't have said. I shouldn't have put you in a difficult space. I should have take it and go the first time you said it. Now, I just made it bad for you and for me, and everything else. Things would get better as time goes by. But this would forever stay in our mind, very much alive. I'm sorry and apologise for what I said. Never that I thought, I would be so inconsiderate. My bad. my bad, it's obviously my bad. I should have stop ahead with the time I had. Never mind you said but I know you're offended inside. I'll make it to you, I promise. You know I will one day. =)

I

I was,
A jockey with no horse,
A lion with no mane,
A fighter with no cause,
The man with no aim.

I am,
A giant with no might,
A gladiator with no glory,
A sun with no light,
The man with no sorry.

I will be,
A king with no knight,
A hunter with no cage,
A day with no night,
The man with no rage.

Anonymous

It's easy to give opinions or say things or just be childish behind a mask. A mask called 'Anonymous'. If you got something to say, just say it out. But not behind a mask. Compliment or degrading comments let it be said without someone being an anonymous. It's more frustrating than the comment itself. It's not like I'm gonna hunt you down and make you pay for saying all those degrading childish stuffs. It's just I wanna know who I unintentionally offended. But then again, it seems that your comments don't make sense at all. Nothing! Copycat?  Annoying? Hurtful? Man! Since when did I been hurtful and annoying to others? Well, if I ever did, then sorry. It was unintentional. =/
Copycat?? The only thing I copy is my assignments and lab reports. And that too have to be altered to avoid plagiarism. So, technically I don't copy. I 'refer'. So, at what point was I a copycat? Please get the facts right or at least check where are you posting you comments. I guess it's just a case of mistaken identity or blog. So all is forgiven and forgotten.

p.s: the next time you wanna post a comment, try doing it without being an anonymous. thanks.

All good things must come to an end

Like I said before, all good things must come to an end. And so does my employment in IKEA. Just handed in all my stuffs to the HR department. Feels kinda odd. I know it's just a part time job but yet it feels very odd. A feeling like no other that can't be explained. After all, I've been a 'loyal' employee for the past 2 1/1 years. The co-worker are more like a family to me. =/

Oh well. I'll live. Besides, I left in style which means I'm always welcome back to the family. =D
I might return back. It's been a great experience working there. Met famous peoples, funny people, odd people, all type of people. I actually got a chance to understand different people's personalities. All this by just planning a kitchen for them. =)

Very well then, now I got a different mission to carry out. A mission to find a different employment for I need money for my pocket and utility bills. Utility bills as in car monthly payment and fuel. The hunt for job begins now.

In the class feeling bored, waiting for next class. Got the last examination marks, some of it. Nothing to be proud nor ashamed of. Did quite well, so far. Now I got a new thing to change. My phone. Keep dying on me. I guess it just reached it retirement age. =/
Just realized something. Whenever I have something important to do which involved spending money, I'm always out of money. This time is no different. I'm totally out of money. Reason? I recent streak of absences from employment. Thus, no pay. Don't ask me why cause I wouldn't be able to answer. Now, I'll need to find a new job. Not because they fired me or something because... I don't want to give the burden or pleasure of doing so. =P
A man leaves when the times come. And when he leaves, he leaves in style. =)
And that's exactly what I'm gonna do.

The next dilemma would be finding a new employment closer to home. And if possible, something different. So let's hope for the best. =)

Back from a long bed rest in the hospital. That was like three weeks ago. Many stuffs happened since then. Bought a new car. Suzuki Alto. Just a small, simple car. Looks tiny when I stand next to it but it's pretty spacious. Pretty easy to maintain. Took me no time to clean the whole car. =)
Pictures down...

Anyway, I've got so many stuffs in mind but I just couldn't find the words to put down. Too much stress I suppose. Need to de-stress myself. =/

Will eventually write something in the near future... Hope so.

So long Twenty Eleven and Twenty Twelve so far

Twenty twelve so far so good. Started the year with flu, headache and the whole package. My employment in IKEA turned out to be never ending as my manager decided to extend my service. So much for my dream employment at Kidzania. *sigh* But at least now I got the schedule I wanted. Morning shift for life! Woohoo! =D
IKEA aside. That would be another ever ending love story. At last I found out the reason to my headache. Luckily it's not tumor or some sort of untreatable, uncurable, undetectable brain cancer. It's all caused by my eyes. Astigmatic.  Solution? Wear spectacles. *sigh* I've always hated to wear specs but now looks like I've got no choice. I'll just have to pick cool looking frame.. =P

Twenty eleven was good. Well, I'll have to say it was great. Long story short. I'm back on track at last. I became an organ donor. I should have registered as a voter but didn't get the chance so I'll just do it this year. I can't remember what new year resolution I made last year so I'm not gonna do any resolution this year except for one. No alcohol for the rest of the year. =/

=)