note to self

yesterday i when to a birthday party of a friend of mine who was a junior during my STPM days who i last met three years ago.
it was raining not that i needed an umbrella to cross the road
i have this problem actually
i try hard to avoid functions which i tend to get lost in or in other words end up being the stranger
due to the birthday girls invitation i thought i would be rude to avoid the function
so i devise a plan which required a gift and a reason
both was a lil easy for me
the gift was already bought day ahead the function
and the reason was a real one too
my grandfather was not feeling well so i had to like rush back home
gift ready and reason ready
but the rain had everyone standing inside the canopy so i was like trying to walk through the crowd
everyone was watching me since i was tall and i donno... maybe i was good looking?? hehe
said hi, a lil chat, passed the gift and was about to say bye when she said
hey! lets snap a picture!
crap!
i had to wait in the side since her family members was busy snapping picture with her
at last, i had my picture snapped and i said bye bye!
she asked me to makan
but i said some other time
two reasons: one, there was practically no place to sit or stand since everyone was moving around and the only place to stand is in the rain
two, i was a little lost there and i dont like to eat alone in a function with everyone staring at me
i said bye and left
phew! note to self
try not to attend any function alone. at least attend a function where you know someone besides the one invited you